im losing myself.
my soul even?
that i dont know.
haha.
i dont even know what i want.
so how can i lead?
i believe i can only follow.
but that is not going to
help matters.
what should i do?
im stuck at the crossroads.
will my next step hurt me?
or will it help me rise up
to the next obstacle?
hopefully i dont fall before i know.
i think need help.
but i dont know how to ask for it.
or who to ask from it even.
why make myself so vexed?
i dont know too.
hah.
maybe im putting myself too high
so when i fall, i will hit harder.
reflection: i am losing myself.
